yoyoyoyoyo!! finally i haf this freak ‘good’ patience to come online to blog!! but before anything, i wishes every1 to a good CHINESE NEW YEAR!! HOPE EVERY1 COLLECT ALOT OF ANGBAOS!.. XD
so nw, reasons of y i haf nt blog for so long is bcos my beloved fujitsu laptop was hospitalised 2 times due to the’good’ servicing the fujitsu has provided. at the moment (3 weeks already! before CNY till now), im handicap! although i haf my desktop at home, i simply ignored its presence bcos its run too slow!! i can wait for 15 min jus to wait for it to refresh to a new page!!
however , some matters have trigger my moods to use tis freaking slow desktop to blog…
1stly was during THE CNY period. i haf finally noes tat hw unwelcome i was by some ppl ard me! upon hearing the news, i felt nth and didnt even bother abt it! simply bcos these ppl are not close to me or i dun even NOE them!
*ps: so why bother!*
howevr, i began to get angrier and angrier after pondering over this pbl! bcos i feel so stupid for welcoming these freaking ppl AND evn went so far in cracking my brain on hw to make them comfortable in my house!
*ps: I REALLY FEEL SO STUPID BEING SO NICE TO THESE PPL!! *
nevertheless, i haf thoughts through this pbl and haf soultion for it! im not gg to be nice for tis ppl nether do i will avoid them ANYMORE! if he/she steps onto my tail again, i am not gg to gif in!
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2nd issue, happens TODAY!!
I AM SICK!!
feverish, sore throats, headache, etc..1 words tat can discribe my feeling now is terrible!!
i wanna find ppl to talk out or simply comfort me but No1 at home, my frens either working or examing! yet at tis time gt 1 ppl called which disrupt my slp, i wanna tell him tat im unwell and cant join them to train today and hopefully they understand and get some comfort. instead he shwed me attitude!
* ps: shld i be ANGRY? and SAD? is tis hw to treat a sickly patient who really needs some1 comfort? why isit always im the 1 comforting ppl and gets nth in return when i need it oso?* 
IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!
signing off…
