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My Heart had A Brain Freeze (가슴이 어떻게 됐나봐) - Ast1 & T- Max

Thursday, February 5, 2009

yoyoyoyoyo!! finally i haf this freak ‘good’ patience to come online to blog!! but before anything, i wishes every1 to a good CHINESE NEW YEAR!! HOPE EVERY1 COLLECT ALOT OF ANGBAOS!.. XD

so nw, reasons of y i haf nt blog for so long is bcos my beloved fujitsu laptop was hospitalised 2 times due to the’good’ servicing the fujitsu has provided. at the moment (3 weeks already! before CNY till now), im handicap! although i haf my desktop at home, i simply ignored its presence bcos its run too slow!! i can wait for 15 min jus to wait for it to refresh to a new page!!

however , some matters have trigger my moods to use tis freaking slow desktop to blog…

1stly was during THE CNY period. i haf finally noes tat hw unwelcome i was by some ppl ard me! upon hearing the news, i felt nth and didnt even bother abt it! simply bcos these ppl are not close to me or i dun even NOE them!

*ps: so why bother!*

howevr, i began to get angrier and angrier after pondering over this pbl! bcos i feel so stupid for welcoming these freaking ppl AND evn went so far in cracking my brain on hw to make them comfortable in my house!

*ps: I REALLY FEEL SO STUPID BEING SO NICE TO THESE PPL!! *

nevertheless, i haf thoughts through this pbl and haf soultion for it! im not gg to be nice for tis ppl nether do i will avoid them ANYMORE! if he/she steps onto my tail again, i am not gg to gif in!

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2nd issue, happens TODAY!!

I AM SICK!!
feverish, sore throats, headache, etc..1 words tat can discribe my feeling now is terrible!!

i wanna find ppl to talk out or simply comfort me but No1 at home, my frens either working or examing! yet at tis time gt 1 ppl called which disrupt my slp, i wanna tell him tat im unwell and cant join them to train today and hopefully they understand and get some comfort. instead he shwed me attitude!

* ps: shld i be ANGRY? and SAD? is tis hw to treat a sickly patient who really needs some1 comfort? why isit always im the 1 comforting ppl and gets nth in return when i need it oso?*

IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!

signing off…

x`_____a l m o s t here.___`]]*** 9:11 PM

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Sunday, January 11, 2009

congratz…

iM OFFICALLY BACK TO USUAL SELF…

yes, my dilemma state is gone… i needs time for myself .

dunno hw long it takes but im pulling thru like:

Sadness flies away on the wings of time.
– Jean de La Fontaine

x`_____a l m o s t here.___`]]*** 5:11 AM

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Friday, January 9, 2009

the lyric:

深色的海面撲滿白色的月光
我出神望著海心不知飛哪去
聽到她在告訴你　說她真的喜歡你
我不知該　躲那裡

愛一個人是不是應該有默契
我以為你懂得每當我看著你
我藏起來的秘密　在每一天清晨裡
暖成咖啡　安靜的拿給你

願意用一枝黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞台劇　燈光再亮也抱住你
願意在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你　請用心聽不要說話

愛一個人是不是應該有默契
我以為你懂得每當我看著你
我藏起來的秘密　在每一天清晨裡
暖成咖啡　安靜的拿給你

願意用一枝黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞台劇　燈光再亮也抱住你
願意在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你　請用心聽不要說話
願意用一枝黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞台劇　燈光再亮也抱住你
願意在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你　請用心聽不要說話
願意用一枝黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞台劇　燈光再亮也抱住你
願意在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你　愛是用心嗎不要說話

this eason’s song really sing into my heart. 不要说话…

very heartbroken sia

x`_____a l m o s t here.___`]]*** 5:08 AM

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Thursday, January 8, 2009

A: sweet girl

B : sweet girl 2

H: A guy

A and B are good fren and both fell in love wif H. both haf the same personality. but both A and B dunno that they like the same guy. 1 day, A found out tat B was the same guy that she like.

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Q: what will u guys do, if u were A?

a.continue like H without letting B know?

b. let B know and ‘fight’ to get H

c. let b knows and ask her to back off

d. back off and let B has H

x`_____a l m o s t here.___`]]*** 5:08 AM

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

alone!
alone - at home
alone - lunch!
alone - dinner!
alone - christmas!

...

*_*

x`_____a l m o s t here.___`]]*** 3:01 AM

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Thursday, December 11, 2008

alot of activities!

busy-INg

ytd jus come sch jus to suprise cx..bought him a cake n a present!
he seem pretty disappointed wif present! but dun care..hahhah
later play Wii and i gt a pathetic fine of 20 cents for returning late!!
sad case sia!

for today! congratz to cx for passing his driving...
alot ppl nv come oso! onli jieying n goldie! haix

x`_____a l m o s t here.___`]]*** 11:01 PM

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

7 dec 08
went gym on sunday with the same old ppl lor! after that watch 4 christmases at AMK hub. according to miki, cx almost slping thru out the movie lah..but lucy prevent him...

so below is the synopsis:

four christmases

When upscale, happily unmarried San Francisco couple Kate and Brad find themselves socked in by fog on Christmas morning, their exotic vacation plans morph into the family-centric holiday they had, until now, gleefully avoided. Out of obligation-and unable to escape-they trudge to not one, not two, but four relative-choked festivities, increasingly mortified to find childhood fears raised, adolescent wounds reopenedand their very future together uncertain. As Brad counts the hours to when he can get away from their parents, step-parents, siblings and an assortment of nieces and nephews, Kate is starting to hear the ticking of a different kind of clock. And by the end of the day, she is beginning to wonder if their crazy families choices are not so crazy after all.

after that, movie ended..n go home lor...met Bk along the way

x`_____a l m o s t here.___`]]*** 2:46 AM

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