因为我存在。。。

2009-02-05T21:11:00.000-08:00

yoyoyoyoyo!! finally i haf this freak ‘good’ patience to come online to blog!! but before anything, i wishes every1 to a good CHINESE NEW YEAR!! HOPE EVERY1 COLLECT ALOT OF ANGBAOS!.. XD

so nw, reasons of y i haf nt blog for so long is bcos my beloved fujitsu laptop was hospitalised 2 times due to the’good’ servicing the fujitsu has provided. at the moment (3 weeks already! before CNY till now), im handicap! although i haf my desktop at home, i simply ignored its presence bcos its run too slow!! i can wait for 15 min jus to wait for it to refresh to a new page!!

however , some matters have trigger my moods to use tis freaking slow desktop to blog…

1stly was during THE CNY period. i haf finally noes tat hw unwelcome i was by some ppl ard me! upon hearing the news, i felt nth and didnt even bother abt it! simply bcos these ppl are not close to me or i dun even NOE them!

*ps: so why bother!*

howevr, i began to get angrier and angrier after pondering over this pbl! bcos i feel so stupid for welcoming these freaking ppl AND evn went so far in cracking my brain on hw to make them comfortable in my house!

*ps: I REALLY FEEL SO STUPID BEING SO NICE TO THESE PPL!! *

nevertheless, i haf thoughts through this pbl and haf soultion for it! im not gg to be nice for tis ppl nether do i will avoid them ANYMORE! if he/she steps onto my tail again, i am not gg to gif in!

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2nd issue, happens TODAY!!

I AM SICK!!
feverish, sore throats, headache, etc..1 words tat can discribe my feeling now is terrible!!

i wanna find ppl to talk out or simply comfort me but No1 at home, my frens either working or examing! yet at tis time gt 1 ppl called which disrupt my slp, i wanna tell him tat im unwell and cant join them to train today and hopefully they understand and get some comfort. instead he shwed me attitude!

* ps: shld i be ANGRY? and SAD? is tis hw to treat a sickly patient who really needs some1 comfort? why isit always im the 1 comforting ppl and gets nth in return when i need it oso?*

IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!

signing off…

2009-01-11T05:11:00.001-08:00

congratz…

iM OFFICALLY BACK TO USUAL SELF…

yes, my dilemma state is gone… i needs time for myself .

dunno hw long it takes but im pulling thru like:

Sadness flies away on the wings of time.
– Jean de La Fontaine

2009-01-09T05:08:00.000-08:00

the lyric:

深色的海面撲滿白色的月光
我出神望著海心不知飛哪去
聽到她在告訴你　說她真的喜歡你
我不知該　躲那裡

愛一個人是不是應該有默契
我以為你懂得每當我看著你
我藏起來的秘密　在每一天清晨裡
暖成咖啡　安靜的拿給你

願意用一枝黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞台劇　燈光再亮也抱住你
願意在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你　請用心聽不要說話

愛一個人是不是應該有默契
我以為你懂得每當我看著你
我藏起來的秘密　在每一天清晨裡
暖成咖啡　安靜的拿給你

願意用一枝黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞台劇　燈光再亮也抱住你
願意在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你　請用心聽不要說話
願意用一枝黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞台劇　燈光再亮也抱住你
願意在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你　請用心聽不要說話
願意用一枝黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞台劇　燈光再亮也抱住你
願意在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你　愛是用心嗎不要說話

this eason’s song really sing into my heart. 不要说话…

very heartbroken sia

2009-01-08T05:08:00.000-08:00

A: sweet girl

B : sweet girl 2

H: A guy

A and B are good fren and both fell in love wif H. both haf the same personality. but both A and B dunno that they like the same guy. 1 day, A found out tat B was the same guy that she like.

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Q: what will u guys do, if u were A?

a.continue like H without letting B know?

b. let B know and ‘fight’ to get H

c. let b knows and ask her to back off

d. back off and let B has H

2008-12-24T03:01:00.001-08:00

alone!
alone - at home
alone - lunch!
alone - dinner!
alone - christmas!

...

*_*

2008-12-11T23:01:00.000-08:00

alot of activities!

busy-INg

ytd jus come sch jus to suprise cx..bought him a cake n a present!
he seem pretty disappointed wif present! but dun care..hahhah
later play Wii and i gt a pathetic fine of 20 cents for returning late!!
sad case sia!

for today! congratz to cx for passing his driving...
alot ppl nv come oso! onli jieying n goldie! haix

updates

2008-12-10T02:46:00.000-08:00

7 dec 08
went gym on sunday with the same old ppl lor! after that watch 4 christmases at AMK hub. according to miki, cx almost slping thru out the movie lah..but lucy prevent him...

so below is the synopsis:

four christmases

When upscale, happily unmarried San Francisco couple Kate and Brad find themselves socked in by fog on Christmas morning, their exotic vacation plans morph into the family-centric holiday they had, until now, gleefully avoided. Out of obligation-and unable to escape-they trudge to not one, not two, but four relative-choked festivities, increasingly mortified to find childhood fears raised, adolescent wounds reopenedand their very future together uncertain. As Brad counts the hours to when he can get away from their parents, step-parents, siblings and an assortment of nieces and nephews, Kate is starting to hear the ticking of a different kind of clock. And by the end of the day, she is beginning to wonder if their crazy families choices are not so crazy after all.

after that, movie ended..n go home lor...met Bk along the way

fun pic

2008-12-05T21:33:00.000-08:00

made some fun pic!!! EVERYONE IS ON THE MAGAZINE N COMIC!

to get individual pic ..pls go to :
http://promis3angel.wordpress.com/2008/12/06/263/ n press individual link =)

2008-12-02T04:28:00.000-08:00

spent my last whole weekend outside, hanging ard wif fren..watch 2 movies, gyming n etc..

shall start wif sat:

1st, meet lucy, cx, miki,goldie,alan, jieying,dilys at AMK hub after their fyp presentation. go eat new yoke new yoke then hang ard AMK hub before watching movie lor. (dilys when off after lunch..we roam ard amk hub for ard 2+ hr!! ps : it is super sian la!)

goldie and alan watch madagascar while lucy, cx, miki, jieying, hadfiz n me watch quarantine!

Quarantine

Brief sypnosis:

Television reporter Angela Vidal (Jennifer Carpenter – star of The Exorcism of Emily Rose) and her cameraman (Steve Harris) are assigned to spend the night shift with a Los Angeles Fire Station. After a routine 911 call takes them to a small apartment building, they find police officers already on the scene in response to blood curdling screams coming from one of the apartment units. Unbeknownst to them, a woman living in the building has contracted a rare strain of rabies. After a few of the residents are viciously attacked, they try to escape with the news crew in tow, only to find that the CDC has quarantined the building. Phones, internet, televisions and cell phone access have been cut-off, and officials are not relaying information to those locked inside.

Honestly speaking tis show was rather nice in some way la.. the story progresses in such a way that it isnt quite dull, alot of shocking scene! jus tat b4 one is able to react, another shocking scene came! downside of tis shw is tat the ending is rather anti climax lor which is quite disappointing!

after the show, it is neoprint time! heheehe ..here are the pics:

sunday

met lucy, cx n miki for gyming at yishun stadium. done quite alot of work n left at 6+ to amk. after tat miki left 1st to his grandma house for dinner which left me, lucy n cx. by rite, we suppose to acc lucy to eat dinner cos i haf dinner at home while cx dun wn eat cos he is still full frm the burger king meal.

however after roaming ard at AMK hub for quite sometime, lucy still dunno wat to eat while me still dun wan go home so early to entertain MY STUPID COUSIN! so, cx suggest to watch movie again! so we go see wat movie slot is available ..

tada....

onli gt madagascar n body of lies available.

but madagascar's duration is shorter than body of lies, so in the end watch madagascar.

after the shw, go home liao n everything ended here!

2008-11-28T06:30:00.000-08:00

today after ut, walk wif goldie, jieying n miki to causeway..cos goldie wan to buy shoes lor...after tat go home myself by mrt

till here, im still in a happy mood...

but then.. back at AMK, i decided to go to the tr____tl__k ticket office which eventually ruin my mood of the entire night. the rationale of going there is bcos i accidentally buy wrong concession bus date, hence, i want to change date.

SO, 1 young china lady was attending me. but she dunno can she do this favor for me, which inturn turns to XXX lady for query. but then XXX from the transitlink ticket office gave me attitude saying:

'next time YOU! DUN NO hw to buy, come 'here' N FIND US! dun ANYHOW'

i was like, wat de FCUK la!!

i was merely asking isit possible to change the starting date of my concession n give me attitude! N still indirecting INSULTing me for not knowing how to use the machine to buy concession sia...if really cant change the starting date of my concession, jus nicely say its impossible, i can understand! why mus SHE say such kind of words n insult? like hello!!, i noe hw to read eng n i can follow the steps of the machine la..such simple thing need u to teach me?..isnt tat servicing line shuld be polite?!

so i ANGRILY say tis to her:

' WHAT KIND OF ATTITUDE IS THIS?

IS THIS THE WAY YOU SERVICE PPL?

WHAT IS YOUR NAME?

I WILL SURELY COMPLAINT ABOUT U! where is your manager?'

guess wat the XXX staff does? ANS: she chickenly sit back to her own sit and cover her name tag ignoring me!and the china lady staff has to calm me down by saying sorry and immediately change my concession date. before my leaving, i eventually say to tat chicken staff to improve her servicing.

after this incidence, i greatly utterly disappointed at the service the tr____tl__k ticket office has provided! it has ruin my entire night's mood!

2008-11-28T04:41:00.000-08:00

yeah!

FYP is finally over…ut 3 oso over..=)

but then some of my fren still haven..cos there presentation are tml..

so..

wish every1 good luck =)

2008-11-25T06:01:00.000-08:00

headache..
.last then 24 hrs ..n i will be presenting mY SHITING FYP!!
fyp suck!

i hate last minute work!
i hate every1 like so slacking!

I SHALL rattle ONCE EVERYTHING ENDED

2008-11-25T04:23:00.000-08:00

i real stupid!!
nvn then!

random post

2008-11-24T06:17:00.001-08:00

came across tis interesting post on net..so decided to share wif u guys…

How to ask your Boss for a salary increase..?

One day you send a letter to your boss:

Dear Bo$$,

In thi$ life, we all need $ome thing mo$t de$perately. I think you $hould be under$tanding of the need$ of u$ worker$ who have given $o much $upport, including $weat and $ervice to your company. I am $ure you will gue$$ what I mean and re$pond $oon.

Your$ $incerely,

The next day, you received this letter of reply

I kNOw you have been working very hard. NOwadays, NOthing much has changed. You must have NOticed that our company is NOt doing NOticeably well as yet.
NOw the newspaper are saying the world’s leading ecoNOmists are NOt sure if the United States may go into aNOther recession. After the NOvember presidential elections, things may turn bad.
I have NOthing more to add NOw. You kNOw what I mean.

Yours truly,
Manage

EMO time

2008-11-20T06:41:00.000-08:00

我很烦!

烦

do i really still think of him or am i addicted to the pain of wanting something i cant haf?

ps: i rmb tat person again T.T.. so rather emo!

2008-11-19T05:40:00.000-08:00

NEW BLOG!!!